Reasons Why I Go Hysterical (today)

Today is a hysterical day. I think I went hysterical 3 times today. saaad.
Why did I went hysterical?


- because of what I saw in FB.
- because of the slow internet.
- because of all the business requirements that we need to settle.
- because I'm missing a lot of points. (ironical speaking)
- because I'm missing a lot of people these past few days.
- because Miley Cyrus is coming hear this June (who cares)
- because YOU are better with wires. :)


Just an opinion.
Hey, wait.. what's the next good movie to watch? ♥

When you start to give advices to a shy person...

Yes, late night last night made my entire Friday good. It's because one of my guy college blockmate was so freaking out at his Twitter account because a girl texted him late night. Like he was the luckiest man alive. Obviously, he likes this girl.

To cut the story short, he is SHY.TORPE. So I gave him some advices to stop being shy, to go get a move and bridge that gap between that girl. He asked for some of it from me so I gave out what my other friends had adviced me just recently. If he hadn't asked in the first place.. I bet 100% that I won't be able to give him what he needs and want to hear because I'm on the same position. Yesterday, today and will always be.

Final advice: Ask this girl out because you'll never know what's the real deal not until you discover it yourself. 

I just can't believe I did gave him an advice.

I saw a video of Oprah interviewing America's best seller guru about marriages and relationships, saying that she has the perfect marriage, only to find out that she lied to Oprah all this time.

It is easier said than done. That's the motto. 

Which seat should I take?

It's Friday today! Rebecca Black day!
This girl has been trending on twitter for 2 weeks already. tsk tsk!
Well, she's pretty but I don't like her songs. I used to love Friday.. TGIF. But everytime I think of Fridays, I think about her. :((


Okay, so my subject doesn't make any connection to what I wanted to blog today. And I don;t really know what to blog. I just feel so tired today. Seems like 8 hours of sleep is soo not enough for me. I slept at 4pm again this afternoon, woke up at 6pm.. then went outside for some business-related stuffs.


And now, I am wide awake listening to ♫ So Big by Iyaz ♫


I think I'm missing something in my life right now, and I am slowly feeling the heaviness of it. I got a clue now to whatever it is, but I don't know how to have it. Or maybe, I know how to have it but I don't know when will I have it.


I am so confused. I wanted to do things. But I can't.


Capital sad. :(




EDIT: 1:40am
So here I am having my own problems, but still giving out advices to a guy friend who happens to be SHY. TORPE. haha! And he happens to love my advices. How ironic? This made my day! :) 


If only I can say the same advices to that guy!

Random Thoughts: 23rd of March

It is my first time to be proud for a government service. I was a bit too doubtful about lots of our government's services because for the fact that they are SLOW most of the time.

But kudos to DTI! The fastest and smoothest government service I've ever experienced. First, you get to register your business through online (less the hassle to go to their office) and pay fees through Globe G-cash. Very very good indeed!

Passed all the documents this afternoon and yes!

I HAVE MY OWN BUSINESS! woohoo! :)

Im planning to register one more. Have fears that some might get the name of my online shop, it's very dear to me.. so back-off, okay. 

Random Thoughts: 22nd of March - 2am

After several tries of convincing myself that I can't do it.

That I am too shy to do it and that I've got no guts to click that button.

I DID.

And what an awesome relief. haha!

I wonder if it will feel the same if I tell to that same person the only thing that I've been ever longing to say.

I guess it will.

Now, I can peacefully and lovingly sleep well, without any doubts and worries. :)

Random Thoughts: 22nd of March

Okay, up until now I can't seem to condition myself and my mind that I have to sleep early.
I need to adjust my body clock now.. 1 hour earlier because I want to wake up one hour earlier than the usual. Im tired of waking-up 11am, EVERYDAY!
Oops! Sorry for those who seem to lack sleep.
I was once like that, believe me!


So here I am. Watching videos of Mikey Bustos and something Rebecca Black related.
And yes, I am still tempted to send you a DM. 
It's been like an hour.
Are you working? Or are you already asleep. Maybe forgot to go offline?
I'm tempted. SUPER! Please go offline.
Or rather NO. Please stay online. :)

Random Thoughts: 20th of March

You love her right? Or is it infatuation you feel? Either way, you feel something special for her. Are you going to succumb to your misery or are you going to stand up, be a man, and tell her how you feel? Remember, the outcome depends on whatever happened before that.

Which can also be translated to:

You love him right? Or is it infatuation you feel? Either way, you feel something special for him. Are you going to succumb to your misery or are you going to stand up, be a man, and tell him how you feel? Remember, the outcome depends on whatever happened before that. 

Just Always Pray At Night :)

I got too scared reading all those articles and watching all those videos about the current state of Japan and what might happen next. I doubt if I can sleep well tonight. I got goosebumps while reading Our Lady of Peace predictions from chuvaness' blog: Did Our Lady Of Peace predict Japan's Big Earthquake Last Christmas. I'm not really a fan of reading this kind of predictions because I don't want to know what lies in the future and I want to live loong enough because I've still got lots of plans and dreams waiting for me to fulfill them. And reading some of this makes me feel disappointed and sad. But I think reading some is very timely today.

But this one is really scary. It mentions something about Luzon. I don't know any place here on earth that can be associated to Luzon.. only the Philippines.

3441. Message from Our Lady of Peace, Anguera, Bahia, Brazil. transmitted in 19/02/2011
Dear Sons and Daughters, have courage, faith, and hope. Firmly believe n the power of God, and tomorrow will be better. Bend your knees in prayer. Those who remain faithful to the end will not experience defeat. I am your sorrowful Mother, and I suffer because of what is coming to you. Pay attention. Don't cross your arms. Your time is short, and the moment has come for your conversion. Death will pass through Punta Cana and leave a great trail of destruction. Luzon will live the agony on one condemned. Pray. Pray. Pray. I don't want to obligate you, but what I say should be taken seriously. Forward on the way I have pointed out. This is the message I transmit to you today in the name of the Most Holy Trinity. Thank you for permitting Me to reunite you here once more. I bless you in the name of The Father, and of The Son, and of The Holy Spirit. Amen. Be at Peace.

We don't have relatives and friends in Japan so that makes us quite relieved.. pero everytime I watch the news, nakakapanghina lang talaga. Im too weak for this kind of things. I even asked my Mom what will she do if ever Manila will be strucked with an earthquake. And then, I even worry about our cute cats. :( When that moment comes, you just know what to do next. Presence of mind and I'll just stick with my Mom all the time, no matter what.

I don't know what to do in order to remove my mind from such things. Maybe just look forward for the Maroon 5 concert? No, not helping.

Lord, please spare us. We put our trust in you. 

Dorothy On The Rocks

"We breathe to create", thus life should be spent with much love, happiness and peace of mind.

This book is filled with scotch, cigarettes, the theater, role playing, love and of moving-on. :)

Off to my next book!

Bliss :)

Notice the smile on my face as I start to blog. :)

My own bliss did not happen today nor yesterday. It happened way back morning of February 14 when the universe finally gave me the courage to do the thing that should be done, for the sake of continuing something that is near its end (well, at least of my part).

Yesterday might not be that special.. but it is a product of something that was just a fragment of my mind, a part of me where confusion and holding back is of big presence. Hesitation, hesitation, hesitation, excitement and lots of hesitation. But never did it occur to me that hesitation is present on both parties. I saw it coming, but not that way that almost made my heart fell. Good thing you picked it up and placed it on its right place. 

Yes, travel time was one heck of a ride.

Was there 7:30pm

Never will let you know that I am all ready 30 mins before.

Walking to ease the panic, the excitement, and literally myself.

But you are just pretty suave, pretty fast.

Girls will never be like that, mysteries I will never ever learn.

I know now that you are scared, was meant to make the experience a bit comedic, but I was just too stunned with the movie as well. (sorry. :p )

Cozy little place for yogurts

Green biodegradable spoons are just the cutest

And yes, Draco Malfoy spotted in Manila. :)

If I can just say how you made me smile.

If I can just shout that I am the happiest

If I can just know what 's on your mind.

If only the universe gave me that same courage to ask.

That day was meant for fun.

Soon, everything will be clear.

I won't let this go away. :)

March 3

It's March 3 and there's a lot of things to be happy and excited about this day. :)

So yes, I am happy just to cover my last blogpost about buying me the stars.

My friends will buy me STARbucks and honeySTARS instead. Simpler things are much appreciated.

Okay, I am happy. And I can't say really why I am.

I am excited, so please no spoilers.

By the way, please like the entry of my friend for VEET ME promo where she will get the chance to win the grand prize. Grand prize lang naman is Apple IPAD and date with Daniel Matsunaga.

Naku, kung makapal lang talaga face ko.. sasali ako dyan. swear. haha!

To vote, please click on the link below:

http://www.veetme2011.com/veet-me-spin-a-veet/

You can like 15 times per day until March 27!

Here's the actual video, and I am the one behind the camera lens. hahahaha! :)) No guts to show my face on public youtube and veet me sites.

Thanks so much for voting! ♥

Can You Buy Me the Stars?

It actually frustrates me to blog about this because this involves the past. The past isn't worth remembering, it is meant to be forgotten. But again, the past somewhat hunts me.


It all started last night. I was busy surfing FB then I saw that greeting which somewhat punched me slightly inside my chest. It is weird, but yes I know why I felt that way. It is weird, and I don't want that feeling.


Then it was followed by the Lady Gaga "Born This Way" music video - which left me scared and made me forget what I just felt minutes ago. The video was really scary, crazy and out of this world. Out of this world in a sense that it was shot in outer space? I read it somewhere and I bet the first part was the one in outer space? Well, it can be shot inside a studio, why go for an out of space adventure? It is just plain crazy.


Then, for the double whammy heartbreaking commotion on my facebook wall, I saw pictures tagged to one of my friends. This friend of mine should be better left unnamed. The pictures were heartbreaking, at least for my part.


Why do I have to see those things all in one night?


First - the greeting (i got none?)
Second - the scary video
Third - tagged picture of those post vday gift.


When I was young I dreamt to have those, and now they are all gone.


This blogpost is really nonsense, and is full of those emotional highschool stuffs.
But still, she got the stars and I don't have any.


And the letter was just heartbreakingly sweet. I just can imagine what if I was the one in her shoes. I will be the happiest.


But all of those are just plain GONE.


And now, I am left in a road where all I have to do is risk to someone whom I'm not really sure of. :(


I'll be waiting for that one person to buy me the stars, and yes.. I will be the happiest.

Books and Black Swan

Recently finished reading one book!

And since I am tooo lazy to make any book reviews, I won't make any book reviews at all.

Im just happy I finished reading one and is now hopping on to my next reads! :)

And of course, I've been dying to watch this movie soo much!

♥

I am 22! ♥ Part 2

Sharing some of the memories worth sharing!

So, here's the debutant! :p

I looked so plump here. 

And here's her escort, my twin sister!

I'll miss BENDITA / AGUA so much! ♥ (we can't decide who is agua or bendita actually.)

With the team. :)

Thanks a lot, I love you! ♥

I am 22! ♥

Can you feel the hesitation as I typed 2 instead of 1.
Yes, I bid goodbye to my tweenteen-one age and say hello to twenteen two!
At least I can still fit in the word teen somewhere. :)


Oh gosh, I am twenty two already.
I just can't believe it. I can't even type the numbers because it will just emphasize how old I am right now. 
Way back, I was just a 12 year old girl, looking forward to enter my teen years.
Then there came 16, looking forward to be 18.
Then there came 19 "not looking forward" to 20.
Then here's 21 which is sooo decided to leave, even I can't control it.
Then here's 22, I want it to stay long enough but convinced me to be with me for just 12 months for soon 23 will come without me even knowing it.


I hate numbers and MATH. I just can't understand them.


My birthday celebration was not a blast, but it is a special one.
Me being a simple girl appreciates a lot of simple things in this world.
And just by the presence of my loved and special ones made my day complete and worth looking back.
I may not have gotten what I exactly wanted (be it materially, personally (as in the persons) or emotionally (as in the feelings) but at least I had a fair share of it.


As I leave 21 behind, I say goodbye to all the sadness, bitterness and happiness I've had.
All of those will surely be kept inside my own treasure box.
21 was not the best year. I may even consider it as one of the worst year, but having been blessed and being given the things that I need and somewhat deserve still makes me a lucky girl.


Birthdays are not just a reminder of how old you are.
It is a reminder of how special you have been for the past years of your existence.


Thank you friends and family.
I love you! ♥

Now Praying for Manila Concert Tickets!!

It pains a lot to see all the good concerts in Manila this year, then seeing your savings that little. Why o why dear universe??

All the best singers/bands will come here this year! 

Janet Jackson = DONE

Taylor Swift = Feb 19 Araneta Coliseum (please tickets, come my way!!! It's a day after my birthday... Or if someone will give me a birthday gift, can it be a Taylor Swift tix?)

Super Junior = Feb 26 Araneta Coliseum (sorry, sorry, sorry.. im not a big fan of KPOP but I wanna see them perform live! Like, they're that many, seriously? :p)

The Script = April 16 Araneta Coliseum (shit, The Man Who Can't Be Moved!!)

Justin Bieber = May 10 MOA Concert Grounds (sweet universe, please have tickets come my way!!!)

Maroon 5 = May 23 SMX Convention Center. (Isa ka pa! I badly need tickets here, anyone?)

Bakit kayo nagkasabay-sabay? Tell me? :(
For sure may susunod pa! Gosh, needs to work harder!!
Calling all the good vibes in the universe, I wish for concert tickets. Thank You very much! ♥

This is how I spent my Valentine's Day

So this is how I spent my valentine's day. I totally planned it to be just an ordinary Monday, but then again.. some unforeseen things happened and some of it made me happy, others left me disturbed. 


I. Spilling of the beans:
Conversation with my fave person in the office. "Favorite" in a sense that she's the one that i'll be missing the most. Well, the "other one" is an exception. Pero she really became close to me. I dunno, pero even though I make kulit or asar her sa office, she's still the person na super naging comfortable ako. So Bianca, Im gonna miss you, honestly! 


So while having our YM conversation, I spilled some of the beans to her. The beans that I've been keeping for so long. I was in total shock pa rin as of now how did she persuaded me to spill those beans! haha! :))


II. The Valentine's Day greeting:
A v-day greeting from a friend which I really didn't like. I mean, i like the person as a friend.. but not as something else. The problem is with the SMS, it's saying a lot of things... things that weren't said in the first place. I don't want to be mean, but if ever we're going to go out.. it supposed to be as "friends" and not as something else because (read III for the reason)


III. When the universe make things easier for you:
Thinking of greeting him on valentine's day, but doesn't have the courage to say it..even on YM? Yeah, im still that old school type. So while contemplating and in deep thought, looking for the best "phrase" that will lead to the greeting, a new chat message pop-out and it came from him! Yes from him! But the message was rather an online confrontation. I was taken aback a bit, but it was funny. It's him, it really is him. And when I greeted him, it turns out he doesn't want "balentayms". It's not balentayms, it is VALENTINE'S. okay? :) Well, at least I will be missed.. And ako na yung madaya, ako na yung biglaang nagdecide. Gusto kong sabihin ang sorry na word sa kanya, kaso I don't feel sorry for quiting. Kaya I decided to persuade him on doing the same step. :)


IV. BLACK SWAN
Finally, had someone dragged to watch this movie. Para walang umiyak, or matakot. Gawin nating COMEDY ang Black Swan, keikei? :)


V. No reply
So of course, I texted "next time" and I wasn't able to receive any reply. I don't feel good about it. 


VI. The Last Day
I tear fell when I was in the elevator. Im gonna be back on my birthday. I will miss you guys, I'll be missing home. :)


VII. Date with Mom
Every Valentine's day, I spend time with my Mom. Maybe not because I don't have someone to celebrate it with, but because I want to celebrate it with her. :)


Happy Valentine's Day everyone! 

Book Review: I Can’t Believe She Did That

Book Review: I Can’t Believe She Did That

Rating: 2.5 / 5

Almost three-fourths and I’ll finish reading this book, but suddenly I realized that I can’t take it anymore to read it at its end. I dunno, I don’t like the entire concept of this.

Maybe because it’s mainly about women at workplace who:

• Pull other women down just to have that dream promotion.
• Pretend to look clean, innocent and friendly, but in reality they are the ones who do dirty tactics to other women whom they are jealous of.
• Women who are racists and are stereotypes.
• Women who are in general, against other women in the workplace.

When I first saw this book, I thought it was a novel about how to remedy this women-women problem in the workplace, but hell no. I was totally wrong. This book emphasized the current practice of why women do such things, such evil things. It’s more of a “mentor-book” like the ones I had when I was in college. Books that give you numbers, and actual studies from researchers who are expert on this field. Ugh.

I want to read novels, okay?

I’m not saying that “women-pulling-other-women-down-in-the-workplace-syndrome” is a myth. It’s real and is happening in thousands of corporate industries in our world today. It’s just that I can’t take reading about it. It hurts that women say bad things to other women just to be on top. Betrayal, jealousy and dishonesty is a no-no for a woman like me..like us. I just can’t take it.

This is not the right way to be a tough professional. If you choose to be like this one, you’ll have success temporarily. It’s soo not right. Kawawa naman kayo!

Maybe I’ll be going back to read this book again if ever I encounter such on my entire career. Good thing I haven’t been to such kinds of situation similar to those pitiful women on the book.

It’s up to you if you wanna read this. I won’t recommend this, really! Sorry Nan Mooney.

Going now to my next reads. Hope it’s a good one now! 

A conversation with Phil Younghusband

Everybody's going gaga over the Azkals win last night against the Mongolians!

Honestly, Im not a fan of football, though most of my crushes way back in highschool do love to play football.

Maybe because I don't want to wait too long in order to see the results, meaning a score.

I prefer tennis more. ♥

But since the Azkals are winning and is starting to bring pride for the Filipinos, I'm starting to love the game just as how I started to watch boxing whenever Manny Pacquiao enters the ring. 

But today is my lucky day! Me and my friend had a conversation with Phil Younghusband, and it all started with this:

Twitverse went too excited with this twitromance between Phil and Angel. I was too kinikilig with what I saw, but Angel turned him down due to work. (haaay, work nga naman.) One of my tweetfriends was too excited too and here's how our conversation started with Phil!

 A conversation with Phil Younghusband with him not tweeting back to us. HAHA!
Checked my twitter at this hour, no tweets yet. Do we have to be patiently waiting? >:)


It's Valentine's Day once again.
I wonder what's in store for me. Well, Im gonna say "I Love You" to all the special people around me.
I'm still in doubt if I can already say how special that person is in my life right now.
I've let soo many opportunities past, with soo many people who already left.


Oh well. Monday "might be" just an ordinary day.

Barbie and Ken ♥

Okay... enough of all the drama I posted last night.
Lezzgoback to reality and leave the emotional state for the mean time.


I've been reading blogs this morning and this is what I've found!

For more info, click here: http://mashable.com/2011/02/04/reunite-barbie-ken/

OMG! They did split last 2004? Why? I definitely have no news about that.

When I was a kid, I wanted to be barbie. I love her clothes, her long beautiful hair and slender body.

I even had a crush named Ken.. Ken Ono. hahaha!

I wonder where he is now. :p

I give kudos to the advertising agency behind this. From twitter to facebook and other social networking sites, Ken's doll love to barbie ultimately reached a lot of people like wildfire. And it's really in time for valentine's day. It's too cute! 

From Ken:  “Barbie could spend hours looking at the timeless art, and I could spend hours looking at Barbie.” ♥♥

Mattel is eager to see them together again. Well, as a fan.. I want them to be together. It's the love month. Let dolls have lovelifes too! :D