Yes, I am nervous

So my parents asked me during dinner: "Are you excited for Monday?"
I nod, then I opt to to have a change of topic before they start on something.
I kinda lied with the nodding part. Honestly, I am not excited. I am very nervous.
Because by Monday, I'll be back to work as a Marketing Specialist.


I keep on posting tweets on my twitter wall about being excited for Monday, about looking forward for something good coming my way. But I think all of these are just my defense mechanisms, when in fact, I am too scared to start and would rather choose to update my online shop for the rest of my life.


I came from an Advertising company where everything is loud, ragged and different. For the past months I've been used to entering an office where everyone is on their jeans, playing  some loud music, shouts to one another or simply put it: Curse one another like its just some normal act to do. I've been exposed to these kind of environment. Very advertising in nature, I must say.


And now, as I decide to shift and go back to where I truly belong, I'm gonna take a new road in the world of marketing. But thank God events are still with me. It's totally a new workplace. Feels like everything is too professional and conservative, quiet and peaceful? I bet no ones gonna curse every single time. *laughs*


By Monday, everything's gonna change. I'll say goodbye to all my advertising account manager duties and welcome the tasks of a marketing specialist. I bet my responsibilities will somewhat be similar, but you can never bet on the word "similar" when the people and the environment is vastly different.


So please, help me God! :)