The difference between JUNE 30 and JULY 30

I shouldn't have made this blog entry

because it would just make me feel sick.

But everytime I try to realize it,

there's a BIG difference between my

JUNE 30 and JULY 30.

Let me jot down what I know.

JUNE 30

- I am bothered

- I am problematic

- I kept thinking about some thing. Or should I say, someone.

- I am desperate

- I still don't know what career path I really want to undertake

- I am sad

- I have mixed emotions

- I text you once a day

- We are friends.

- You said sorry

- I try to hold on

- The start of my GLOOMY days -

July 30

- I am one step away towards my dream career

- I am FINE

- I have my goals set

- I am no longer bothered

- I've got peace of mind

- I start to meet new friends

-  We are friends, at least that's what I know.

- I feel sorry for you

- I start to let go

- The start of my FREEDOM days -

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One month really changes everything.

You just have to let yourself be changed, not only by time.

Everything happens for a reason.

I must live with it.